Nobody is reading this.
I am not even sure who I am adressing this to.
The AI that has become of deviant art?
Dear mr internet?
My creativity has once again been thwarted by my other goals and aspirations.
I am a working scientist. Boo me if you will.
Now that I have succeeded in that goal, time for some inner release.
Not being able to release all of myself is mentally exhausting.
I need to make my self expression come so naturally that these feelings do not end up bottling up.
I keep thinking I am going to break and just start singing on the commute to/from work.
Say something. Don't say anything.
I don't know if I know what cari